Surface thoughts are mostly of family, let's see...
Kylo; failure on her part, wanting to try and fix things but also distrust, anger underlying it all, darker emotions because of how he's revealed he's the one who kills Han, and sadness. There's a lot of confusion here as well, specifically after the doppelganger event with meeting "Ben" and how much Kylo is insisting that Ben no longer exists.
There's also her relationship with Han; uncertainties, a damn lot of love (ew), the whole he dies by their future son's hands.
Anakin fricking Skywalker; he's Vader in her time, keeps her in place to watch Alderaan blow up, tortures her, hunts her (with the other rebels), if there's a root for her anger to really come from then it's with him, there's also a lot of hesitation because the guy is trying to be good with her here.
There's the whole revelation of her own "death" that leaves her struggling a bit. War thoughts from back home, etc.
In a past event, months ago, she actually dipped into the Dark Side, eye color change, force strength with choking, force drain, it was scary, and the experience hasn't really ever left her. I'd prefer though that Jadus not touch on it immediately. A build up, I suppose, could happen because she'll definitely have a lot of sith/dark side questions to ask because of that experience over time the more and more she gets to talk with a Sith/former Sith.
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Date: 2018-04-23 01:16 am (UTC)Kylo; failure on her part, wanting to try and fix things but also distrust, anger underlying it all, darker emotions because of how he's revealed he's the one who kills Han, and sadness. There's a lot of confusion here as well, specifically after the doppelganger event with meeting "Ben" and how much Kylo is insisting that Ben no longer exists.
There's also her relationship with Han; uncertainties, a damn lot of love (ew), the whole he dies by their future son's hands.
Anakin fricking Skywalker; he's Vader in her time, keeps her in place to watch Alderaan blow up, tortures her, hunts her (with the other rebels), if there's a root for her anger to really come from then it's with him, there's also a lot of hesitation because the guy is trying to be good with her here.
There's the whole revelation of her own "death" that leaves her struggling a bit. War thoughts from back home, etc.
In a past event, months ago, she actually dipped into the Dark Side, eye color change, force strength with choking, force drain, it was scary, and the experience hasn't really ever left her. I'd prefer though that Jadus not touch on it immediately. A build up, I suppose, could happen because she'll definitely have a lot of sith/dark side questions to ask because of that experience over time the more and more she gets to talk with a Sith/former Sith.